Took a walk through my mind now I'm lost
Feels like I'm suck in a room of deep thoughts 
People like to jump to conclusions but don't know what you go through
Everyday struggles you face they have no clue 
They don't know when you're down and out and feeling blue 
They're quick to criticize I know most can agree this is true
Just keep doing whatever helps you through the struggles you face 
It may be rough and tough but they're leading you to a better place
Don't rush it sometimes it's better to just take things at your own pace
Do whatever can help you endure to the end of the race
If there's no one you can trust put your trust in God 
While everyone else may switch he'll be a firm rod
Sometimes you may feel like giving up or like there's no way out
No matter how large there's no problem you can't pray about
You just have to try your best to hold on and stay strong 
Nothing is perfect so along the way things may go wrong
Do whatever makes you happy and remember prayer is never obsolete
The journey may be long and hard but the victory is sweet
13/1/19

Since lately I think there’s been too much on my mind

Deep thoughts have been getting all of my time

My mind is poisoned and I can’t seem to find a cure

Will I ever get better I’m not even sure

People switch up so easily just like candy crush

Good this minute next minute they break the trust

But that’s just life can’t really have faith in anyone

Here this minute next minute they’re gone

Just leaving you with a really heavy weight to carry

They move on so easily and don’t even seem to be sorry

Sometimes I really wonder what’s my worth

No matter how hard I try I still end up getting hurt

Nowadays I’m just so cold inside

Like all the love in me suddenly died

I’m trying to move on but I can’t seem to learn

No matter what I always decide to return

Everytime I’ve healed I go back for the burn

Nothing can help not even an intern

Can’t find someone to really have a conversation

Can’t carry on without some motivation

But I can’t trust no one based off my observation

Lost in this big world what’s the point of my creation

20/11/18