Got a whole lot on my mind and it's messing up my brain Smiling with the stars talking to the moon I must be going insane Family and friends switched everyone is gone They're so carefree and I just can't move on Well now I know to love or trust a soul At any given minute they can just get up and leave so cold I won't lie it's really so hard being alone Pretty hard not having someone to call my own Sometimes I wonder if this is just how it was meant to be Trying to erase the past but it's stuck in my history Stressing over them but they aren't thinking about me So hard to explain sometimes inside I feel so empty I don't know why I keep telling myself I don't care Deep down I'd be so happy if they were still here Either way I just continue fooling myself I'm good If I could get things back to normal without hesitation I would Looking forward but the sunny days seem so far away I guess I'll just keep facing these storms everyday 20/09/18